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2003-01-30 @ 22:40
My mum took me to one of my doctors today. She wants to get a health check on me because of my diarrhea. My doc told my mum that it probaly just was gastric flu, but just in case she want to take a stool specimen. Fuck!!! I can't take that because then everything will be revealed. Fuck fuck fuck!!!! Why?? So i can't take laxes now because then I don't poop in a couple of days and then I don't have to take the test. I hope this will work...
What I ate today: some grapes and 1 shrimp. Not too bad....
Anyway, thats all for now. Have to go to bed, although I can't sleep. I haven't slept for ages... If I'm lucky I sleep about 3 hours every night..
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Today I feel:
I wanna have control
I wanna perfect body
I wanna perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
So fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
~Creep - Radiohead~
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